New year, bring it on.

Wow, come tommorrow night 2007 will come to a close. So much has happened this year, an equal balance of both good and bad. To sum it up, had my first "serious" (HA) relationship, got arrested, saw a counselor and a phsychatrist, threat of a divorce, dad moved out for a couple months, friendships tested, friendships ended, hookups, etc etc. I really can't wait for 2008, I have a really great feeling about this year. This is my time. I'm ready for everything that will be thrown my way and hopefully along the way i'll meet a cute boy or two or three. I'm happy overall. Here's to topping 07'!

Tick tock your not a clock.

Wind chimes are dancing together in sounds of bliss outside my window which is cracked open just enough to invite their sounds in. I'm at peace with my surroundings and most of all myself. It's 2:30AM and it may come as no suprise but pure insomnia has devoured most of my body by now. I drank a 24oz. rockstar thermus can about 2 hours ago. I do all my best thinking in the wee hours of the morning anyway. The wind is just cold enough to drop subtle reminders that Christmas is only 9 days away. I keep forgetting. I wish Juno would play in new orleans already, or in louisiana at all. I want to see it terribly. Sweeny todd also. I'm such a movie buff. My grandmaw came in at 9 tonight, and i'm irrestibly excited. It's been a good 3 1/2 - 4 years since her last visit. She is my sole inspiration, I never would've had an inkling how much I truly love to write if it weren't for her persistance. She's undoubtably the most beautiful and talented woman i've ever met. Every word that comes out of her mouth is carefully selected and elequontly delivered. She has a grace about her that I wish to one day be able to emulate and her creativity knows no limits. I could rave on and on about her and not run out of things to say. The fact of the matter is I am overjoyed she is here.

this too shall pass.

Missin' wrting in here. So much has been happening lately. My fortune cookies have been right 9 out of 10 times. It's sad that I put so much faith into a silly little printed out fortune. Last saturday was chapelle winterformal. My best friend B. was my date. Went to dinner at Bravo's with people, then the dance, which was fucking lame. Afterwards we went to a party for a bit, fun. Lakefront, funnnnnnner. Cute boys a plenty. Major dissapointment happening with B., we were best friends for 2 1/2 years or something and saturday night I lost all respect for him. I'm not gonna sweat it, too much effort. I had a crush for a minute or two. Got to kirstin's, passed out, work in the morning, uhhh got in a lotta trouble. Yeah you know how we do. It was a refreshing change for my homebody self.

PS GUESS WHO GOT A FUCKING RAISE?!?!?!? YES, AFTER 6 1/2 MONTHS OF WORKING AT RUE 21 MY BOSS ACUTALLY TOOK NOTICE.

Wear your heart on your sleve please.

My weekend was quite terrible and sad. Babysitting really takes a toll, especially on my one day off of work, fuck! I saw enchanted today or well it's now 1AM so yesterday. It was as cheesy and overdone as I expected out of a disney movie but it was suprisingly funny. It's a family movie, I prefer movies that are vulguar like Superbad, (which comes out on DVD tues). Tuesday is also mary's birthday, I got her present(s) already. Winterformal will be interesting. I'm taking Brendan, so that will be fun. Andrew promised to do extentions in my hair for winterformal, so that's exciting. I'm not going to school tommorrow because I have to go to the counselor at 10AM on the westbank. Probation is kicking my ass, I want to get this over and done with. I have passed every single drug test dished my direction with flying colors therefore I don't see the need to drag this process on any longer.. such nonsense. I actually want to go to school tommorrow? I got a letter saying I've already missed 8 1/4 days of school and that if i miss ten I fail the course. I haven't informed my mom about the quite yet but I'm trying to ease my way into that. School is killing me, i'm so behind already. Metro station/Cobra Starship are coming ot the HOB on Feb 24th, (3 days before my birthday)!!!!!! Uh I'm fucking pumped, so is caitlin, the metrostation CD is amazing to say the least and Gabe Suporta is a god. Maddie said she'd buy me a ticket as a birthday present, yes yes yes!

I'm happy and all that jazz therefore chow!
Wish me luck on my dress hunt tommorrow at the mall, hopefully it's successful!