Be your own best friend for God's sake!

Ya know if I took the time to count how many people should look in the mirror and recite this quote to themselves every single morning when they wake up I would have a wasted a large chunk of time.

"You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of yourself. The single relationship that is truly central and crucial in a life is the relationship to the self. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never lose." - Jo Courdert

Please do not lose yourselves.

This is a sad, sad situation.

I didn't think I had it in me to care as much as I have been lately. All of these turmoiled emotions are surfacing and bubbling through my veins, becoming entrapped there on the verge of exploding. I am a raging bitch, but the unexcusable kind. I'm sorry that my sarcasm has been getting in the way of forming a legitimate friendship with you. It's 4 years overdue now and time is quickly vanishing into thin air. I have made concrete memories with you and I hope you know I don't take them for granted. I keep mental notes all over my brain of all the one liners we've had and the crude/sexual conversations we have concoted. I have forgotton how to be a friend. I was robbed of the most solid friendship I had ever had this past year and my senses took the fall for me. I am slowly rebooting this system. The parts haven't all come back in, most of them are on back order. I don't like writing without wierd metaphors. I think you get them though, actually you of all people I know gets them. From one fucked up human being to another (and I mean that in the most sincere and loving way), I hope to give this a real go. We are lost souls but the time has come, my great friend.