goodnight and goodluck I say to you..

"Two rules in life, number one don't sweat the small stuff. Number two, everything is small stuff."

This biography about Charles Shutlz's life is really captivating, I wish I realized his inspiring legacy while he was still alive. That goes for just about everything now doesn't it.

Disposition, displacement, not taking sides.

"You're a fake and a phony and I wish I'd never laid eyes on you"

I'm not one to be honest but..

I've grown quite fond of the role of 16 year old loner, girl from a small town in Louisiana. My weekends consist of mostly working to support my love for fashion and my love for food. I guess you could say that I chose this lifestyle, because generally speaking I have. It's come equipped with it's fair share of up's and downs but the road has been all in all a smooth one. My love life has suffered a bit, due in part that you won't see me out and about shmoozing my way through this grand state I live in. I'm an awkward young thing. I live through independent movies and foreign language flicks. TV shows have become a sort of "Farenheit 451" homage to me, my family's if you will. It's sad from an onlookers perspective, but it's also instilled an overwhelming bond with my real life family and a pride in my independence as a woman. I always think of myself as a 65 year old in a 16 year olds body. I'm by no means your typical teenager, I'd rather stay home and watch movies than go on dates or hang out with masses of people. In all actuality large crowds make me insecure and my awkwardity comes out full force. I do believe in a way by homebody ways shield me from diving into the real world head on. I have missed out on countless oppritunitys because I simply hate living life to it's fullest. That is mostly why I love and respect Andy Warhol so dearly. I think in an obscene and wierd way I am him reincarnated, with out the least bit of artistic ability might I add. There's a quote by him that explains me to a tee, it goes: "I'm the type who'd be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn't going to. I'm the type who'd like to sit home and watch every party that I'm invited to on a monitor in my bedroom."

Ellen Page was once again shut out at the SAG awards this evening, as was marion coilltiard, fuck you hollywood.

Dangerous summer, put it nicely

So where the hell’s my hope, and why can’t I just try? You know I’ve lost a lot, but I won’t let this die. I know I’ve got a friend up in the atmosphere, and another reason not to fear the sky.

Breakfast at Maddy's?

No but really, I bought Breakfast at Tiffany's on dvd today from target, it was quite a steal for only $6.50. I've been insanely oblivious as to what all the fuss has been about for far too long. I'll watch it as soon as I am able to call dibs on the big screen in the living room. I also bought a "Frankie says relax, don't do it" shirt, finally! Hmm lets see what else? A red Erin Featherson jumper and flowery printed flats. Ate at eggroll house and got my shrimp fried rice on. I have an outline to attend to, see ya!

Musically inclined?

Currently into a lot of: Metrostation, The honorary title, Brighten, Cobrastarship, Moldy peaches, I was a cub scout, You me and everyone we know, Just surrender, Forever the sickest kids, Cute is what we aim for, The sounds, Minus the bear, The dangerous summer, The higher, Pela, The maine, 1997, The format, Ingrid Michaelson, Stevie Wonder.

You know we're movin' along..

Hands of time.

It takes a big person to keep their word. I know that person is inside of you but why is she so fucking limited. I have a lot to be grateful for, but I am so grateful that I have a mind of my own and an independence that has yet to be questioned. It's really not that hard to be a good friend.. I'm here for you despite everything, despite all the shit I endure.

Baby, I'm a blur.

I'm refreshed, renewed, all that other rubbish.
New say anything record caught me off guard, I actually am quite drawn to it.

Poppin champagne?

I welcomed 08' with open arms and a bottle of champagne.
About to go see PS I love you, because I could use some sappy love shit in my life every once in a while.
See ya.