I've grown quite fond of the role of 16 year old loner, girl from a small town in Louisiana. My weekends consist of mostly working to support my love for fashion and my love for food. I guess you could say that I chose this lifestyle, because generally speaking I have. It's come equipped with it's fair share of up's and downs but the road has been all in all a smooth one. My love life has suffered a bit, due in part that you won't see me out and about shmoozing my way through this grand state I live in. I'm an awkward young thing. I live through independent movies and foreign language flicks. TV shows have become a sort of "Farenheit 451" homage to me, my family's if you will. It's sad from an onlookers perspective, but it's also instilled an overwhelming bond with my real life family and a pride in my independence as a woman. I always think of myself as a 65 year old in a 16 year olds body. I'm by no means your typical teenager, I'd rather stay home and watch movies than go on dates or hang out with masses of people. In all actuality large crowds make me insecure and my awkwardity comes out full force. I do believe in a way by homebody ways shield me from diving into the real world head on. I have missed out on countless oppritunitys because I simply hate living life to it's fullest. That is mostly why I love and respect Andy Warhol so dearly. I think in an obscene and wierd way I am him reincarnated, with out the least bit of artistic ability might I add. There's a quote by him that explains me to a tee, it goes: "I'm the type who'd be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn't going to. I'm the type who'd like to sit home and watch every party that I'm invited to on a monitor in my bedroom."
Ellen Page was once again shut out at the SAG awards this evening, as was marion coilltiard, fuck you hollywood.
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