I know this is belated but I love you back.

I'm gaining back relationships i thought had gone to hell. Old friendships still mean as much if not more to me than the new ones. I'll never forget any of you. I'm glad i'm taking steps to get back in touch with some of you. I skipped school today, monday routine? Slept all day, i'm useless. I'm starting to think that my awkwardness is becoming more like a disease than anything else. My shyness is to the point of being crippeling, pretty soon i'll need a wheelchair or a translator to speak for me. So maybe that is a tad over dramatic but i'm just trying to get my point across. Some one help me be who i used to be. Some one help me to be able to speak with out running out of things to say. SOMEONE HELP ME BE MORE OUTGOING. I'm a pessimist no doubt. My optimistic days are long gone. Also, my jealousy while being on the DL for many eats away at me inside. I'm a closeted jealous lunatic. I need to overcome both of these problems in order to maintain a somewhat healthy lifestyle. I'm working on it, progress in time my friend. I'll end on a good note and say second chances can be granted, if they are wanted badly enough. Some one go to the fucking mall with me!